Where I am and where my heart is.

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• Graduated high school.
• Kissed someone.
• Smoked a cigarette.
• Gotten so drunk you passed out.
• Rode every ride at an amusement park.
• Gone to a rock concert.
• Helped someone.
• Watched four movies in one night.
• Gone long periods of time without sleep. 
• Snorted cocaine.
• Failed a class.
• Dealt drugs.
• Been in a car accident.
• Been in a tornado.
• Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid). Only acid!!
• Watched someone die 
• Been to a funeral.
• Burned yourself.  
• Ran a marathon.
• Cried yourself to sleep. 
• Spent 200$ in one day.
• Flown on a plane.
• Cheated on someone.
• Been cheated on.
• Written a 10 page letter.
• Gone skiing.
• Been sailing.
• Had a best friend.
• Lost someone you loved.
• Shoplifted something. 
• Been to jail.
  
• Dangerously close to being in jail.
• Skipped school. 
• Had detention. 
• Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
• Stolen books from the library. 
• Gone to a different country.
• Dropped out of school.
• Been in a mental hospital. 
• Watched all of the “Harry Potter” movies.
• Had a yard sale.
• Had a lemonade stand.
• Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
• Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
• Written poetry.
• Read more than 20 books a year. 
• Gone to Europe.
• Loved someone you shouldn’t have
• Used a coloring book over age 12.
• Had surgery.
• Had stitches.
• Taken a taxi.
• Seen the Washington Monument.
• Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
• Overdosed.
• Had a drug or alcohol problem.
• Been in a fist fight.
• Suffered any form of abuse.
• Gone surfing in California.
• Had a pet hamster.
• Pet a wild animal.
• Used a credit card.
• Dyed your hair.
• Got a tattoo.
• Had something pierced.
• Got straight A’s.
• Been on the Honor Roll.
• Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
• Snuck out of the house.
• Swore at a teacher.
• Gone laser tagging.
• Been on the TV
• French braided.
• Skinny-dipped.
• Driven a car.
• Been in love.
• Been on a train.
• Seen a ghost.
• Gone bungee-jumping
• Been to Mexico.
• Crashed a car.
• Sky dived.
• Been kissed in the rain. 
• Made an 11:11 wish.
• Drank alcohol
  
• Forwarded a chain letter.
• Made a mistake.

(Source: heartnothate, via waveofeuph0ria)

I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn’t know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn’t know I could miss you this much.

—(via eletheowl)

As I look back on all that has happened: growing up, growing together, changing you, and changing me, there were times when we dreamt together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days I realize how much I will truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever and what the future holds. Our today’s make memories of tomorrow. Therefore, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you’ll always carry my smile with you for all we have meant to each other and for what the future may hold.

—(via eletheowl)

I want to be alright without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, I just want to stop lying to myself. You’ve been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it’s time to let you go. It’s time I stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it’s time I think about myself for a change. It’s time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don’t. It’s time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.

—(via eletheowl)